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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Changes

 There are times in our lives when things that we know come to an end. Transition periods. Some we look forward to; rites of passage like graduation and marriage. Others we dread; becoming an only child at the age of 50.

I would say right now i am in the later group. Options, purpose, meaning, value, depth; its all gone. It feels like i am leading a lie, a life of disbelief in of all things who I am.  I suppose that is the inevitable conclusion of anybody who has been made redundant. I think it would be a small comfort if there really was "no future, there is no past" but as much as i would like to believe life is a musical, i know its not true. I know this because everybody else has a future, they have a past, and this moment is certainly not their last.

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